You are not just a pet.
How many words i type, the journey that you and i ever shared no other human ever know. My dear, although plenty that i couldnt make it up to you.. how much i wish you hear it. How much i wish you to be happy. You had left.. in an uncared way, i really am sorry, i really am helpless, i really am so heart broken. Ive always afraid of this day, recent years i couldnt pamper you.. i always afraid that you'll be hurt if i treat you well, because i had no choice but to leave you in a care of other person. Dear.. what should i really do? what should i do to make sure you could go to the side of God ? My heart so painfull... you really are precious to me, but i didnt fight for you, its my bad, iam so regret. I couldnt stop my mind the last moment we seeing each other. you already so thin and painfull, yet i didnt know! iam so angry to myself that i did not realize that.. please please.. let me make it up.. please please God.. i will read you prayer, please God.. Please.. please pity her. please please pity her.. she really was a good doggy, she really really pitiful. Please take care of her from now on, please.. hear me out God. i beg You..