I didnt get a boy and i swear iam terribly upset by it.
why does other people get it without any hassle ?
I shouldnt be the one being blamed, but Yes they blame me!!
I am so sick of hearing "how nice woul it be if its a boy" yeah, fuck yes it would be really damn nice i know it too. How desperately i was before this, i even think of killing it if it isnt a boy at 3mth old. But God always like this, always play a prank on me, that i only know the actual result at 5th mths old.
I dont understand how giving me another girl would help me from my situation now. OR maybe, i owe this girl another sin in my previous life Again??