Tears are the most unbearable for me coz it show how much iam being controlled by the fuck of this damn family. Its 2016 already, still lots of woman arent treated like a human just like me.
We married our husband not because parents are poor, nor because they offer big sum of money, neither they leave you huge inheritance yet, its one guy you had your ceremony but you're married to whole family behind him. That moment you finished your wedding ceremony, your whole life is bound like a slave. Cant speak words you want to, cant do what you like, cant live the way you want. You keep wonder, whats the point of living, whats the point of having kids ?