Saturday 13 August 2016

why i kept saying that i have a failed marriage?
here are what happend in my marriage life, tell me if you think which is good for your marriage:
- we dont hugs, kiss, not even hold hands
- we dont share stories, its always im talking to air. I have to respond to his talking, i have no interest in politics, stocks yet i have to learn / pretend to like it.
- He & I we dont click, no communication. Always being forced. 
   He feels i force him stay at home.
   I feel he force me suit his way.
- We, almost sexless. I CANT recall when the last time we made it. even if it did happen, always 1-sided and very2 quick. 
- we dont sleep facing each other, dont even think about touching each others
- We hold our own phone till we fall asleep. And 1st thing in the morning is still checking our OWN Precious Mobile Phone.
- We have different view in family. 
   I need loads of Love
   He need tons of Money
- Need not to say, we have no common-activity. 
   he likes news channel, counter strike, 9gag, porn sites, glued in his vip office, driving for hours, stick to his mommy & daddy. Do whatever he likes anytime he likes.
    I ? anything that opposites memtioned above.
I value my husband, i tried very hard to suit him, i can speak his language, but he doesnt speak mine. i can name his favourite shows & artist he doesnt know mine. 
I dont ask money, i dont wish him rich, all i always ask from him is Love. 
I want a simple loving family, where my husband always available at home after work, we cuddles we talk we share we laugh most of the times. Respect & appreciate each others, play fair share in marriage & family eg.helping each other the best we can. Solving problems increase intimacy between spouse and getting close to God together in unity. 
None of the above, we can achieve.
He only have love for himself and money.
Practicaly, i live in loneliness and exhausted. 

So.. who likes my marriage?
who want to have such a marriage?
Tell me... am i wrong asking for divorce ?

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