Dear God...
what kind of faith i must have in you?
you dont answer me, how i know what to do....
asking him is also pointless..
Shall i go underworld to ask for answer?
All these times, all i did not for him??? then for whooo!!
he eat well sleep well, doesnt have to wash clothes, iron scrub floor. whoo does for himmmm...
this world is so cruel.
he is so cruel.
what he did to me?
what he ever gave me???
all these years he always made me cry and cry even louder.
iam so sad.. i am so stupid..
i wish to go my lord..
i just wonder what about my kids..
i want my kids to happy.
i dont want them to live in loneliness just like my childhood.
just because of money, my whole life is ruined